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cintamu tak akan tergantikan

tersenyumlah saat kau mengingatku, karena saat itu aku sangat merindukanmu dan menangislah saat kau merindukanku karena saat itu aku tidak ada di sampingmu.
tetapi pejamkanlah mata indahmu itu karena saat itu aku akan terasa ada di dekatmu, karena aku telah ada di hatimu untuk selamanya.
tak ada yg tersisa lagi untuku selain kenangan kenangan indah bersamamu. mata indah yang denganya biasa aku melihat keindahan cinta, mata indah yang dahulu adalah miliku, kini semua terasa jauh meninggalkanku.
kehidupan terasa kosong tanpa keindahanmu. hati, cinta, dan rinduku adalah milikmu .
cintamu takan pernah membebaskanku, bagaimana aku bisa terbang mencari cinta lain, saat sayap-sayapku telah patah karenamu. cintamu akan tetap tinggal bersamaku hingga akhir hayatku dan setelah kematianku hingga tangan Tuhan akan menyatukan kita lagi. betapapun hati telah terpikat kepada sosok terang dalam kegelapan yang tengah menghidupkan sinar redupku namun tak dapat menyinari dan menghangatkan perasaanku yang sesungguhnya.
aku tidak akan pernah bisa menemukan cinta yang lain selain cintamu, karena mereka tak tertandingi oleh sosok dirimu dalam jiwaku. kau takan pernah terganti bagai pecahan logam mengekalkan, kesunyian, kesendirian, dan kesedihanku ..
kini aku telah kehilanganmu .

menuai keindahan cinnta disamping mengecap dukanya ...

cinta itu hidup, merambat dan merayap mengikuti tarikat napas dan aliran darah, sampai akhirnya membangun singgasana di dalam hati .
cinta yang suci akan mengibarkan panji-panji kesetiaan abadi, sedangkan cinta yang palsu akan memorakporakandakan istana kedamaian tanpa malu.
jika cinta adalah keindahan, maka ia akan berkicau di setiap waktu. ia akan memanggil sang pencinta dengan nyanyian indahnya. ia juga akan menghibur sang kekasih dengan senyum-senyumannya yang menawan.
meskipun seribu bait lagu cinta di nyanyikan, atau selaksa senyum yang tersimpulkan, tapi kalau hati sudah terluka sedemikian parahnya, rasanya tak ada yang tampak indah lagi, bahkan semua hari  seakan terisi oleh ratapan, tangisan dan sesal.
sungguh, mereka yang sedang mencinta, tak selamanya bahagia. akan tetapi, mereka yang pernah mencinta, selamanya takkan bahagia.
seumpama diriku bagai di cinta yang tumbuh merindang maka langkah indahnya sejuk segarnya sang kekasih dalam pangkuanku, tapi sayang, cinta bagaikan semilir angin, bagaikan ombak lautan, bagaikan awan di angkasa, bagaikan hitungan hari, bagaimana untuk memastikanya, bagaimana pula untuk menyiasatinya, mungkin butuh waktu yang tak terbilang.
cinta adalah rahasia yang datang dari alam keterasingan dan mengisi hidup yang sunyi.
kadang ia laksana badai yang mabuk darat mabuk laut, tapi kadang ia seperti taman langit yang di hiasi bunga warna-warni.
kiranya hanya diri yang tahu diri, yang akan menuai keindahan cinta di samping mengecap dukanya.

cinta

AKU bicara perihal Cinta????…
Apabila cinta memberi isyarat kepadamu, ikutilah dia, walau jalannya sukar dan curam.Dan pabila sayapnva memelukmu menyerahlah kepadanya. Walau pedang tersembunyi di antara ujung-ujung sayapnya bisa melukaimu. Dan kalau dia bicara padamu percayalah padanya. Walau suaranya bisa membuyarkan mimpi-mimpimu bagai angin utara mengobrak-abrik taman. Karena sebagaimana cinta memahkotai engkau, demikian pula dia kan menyalibmu.Sebagaimana dia ada untuk pertumbuhanmu, demikian pula dia ada untuk pemanakasanmu. Sebagaimana dia mendaki kepuncakmu dan membelai mesra ranting-rantingmu nan paling lembut yang bergetar dalam cahaya matahari. Demikian pula dia akan menghunjam ke akarmu dan mengguncang-guncangnya di dalam cengkeraman mereka kepada kami. Laksana ikatan-ikatan dia menghimpun engkau pada dirinya sendiri.Dia menebah engkau hingga engkau telanjang. dia mengetam engkau demi membebaskan engkau dari kulit arimu.Dia menggosok-gosokkan engkau sampai putih bersih. Dia merembas engkau hingga kau menjadi liar Dan kemudian dia mengangkat engkau ke api sucinya.Sehingga engkau bisa menjadi roti suci untuk pesta kudus Tuhan.Semua ini akan ditunaikan padamu oleh Sang Cinta, supaya bisa kaupahami rahasia hatimu, dan di dalam pemahaman dia menjadi sekeping hati Kehidupan.Namun pabila dalam ketakutanmu kau hanya akan mencari kedamaian dan kenikmatan cinta. Maka lebih baiklah bagimu kalau kaututupi ketelanjanganmu dan menyingkir dari lantai-penebah cinta.Memasuki dunia tanpa musim tempat kaudapat tertawa, tapi tak seluruh gelak tawamu, dan menangis, tapi tak sehabis semua airmatamu.
by: kahlil gibran

lyric BURGERKILL

 
  
Kecam diriku penuh dengan makian, cacian!
Seakan diri ini tertampar, terhempas lepas..
Darah Hitam,Pekat..Kebencian!
Beban akalku suram buram, tertekan..
Remukan hasratku, taklukan keras jiwaku..
Kau maki aku..

Darah Hitam Kebencian..Penuhi nafsuku
Darah Hitam Kebencian..Pekat,
Pekatkan Hitamku..

Resapi diriku yang kau anggap bencana, selami hidupku
yang kau pandang suram, jangan pernah kau lihat aku sampah
akan kutunjukan tajam taringku..

Pekat!


2.  WE WILL BLEED

We are.. We are from slum
Breed in Blasphemy
We will bleed..

We will bleed for you !

We will bleed for sure
for what We believe
We will set the fight

You can see this pieces of Lust
There's no place to hide

This is reality


3.  SHADOW OF SORROW

Today my heart is dying
No more feeling, just a fucking thing..
Bitter taste of desperate..

Reject, dissapoint is the word
For many excuses
I've lost in my own faith..

Sold my heart to nothingness
Broken faith i cannot fix
My heart is dying...

Give me one last breath
To prove myself right

Shadow Of Sorrow..
Just A fucking thing,
Kill Me !

Give me one last breath
To prove myself right
Give me one last breath
To live my way,To live my hate..

Shadow Of Sorrow..
Dying..


4.  LAKNAT

Kerdil jiwaku hadapi dunia
Rentetan caci maki..
Terus menari dalam lingkaran.. Setan!

Aku terbuang, terisolasi.. Laknat!

Terus mencari pemuas nafsuku,
Pekat, kelam jiwaku
Dan ku tak pernah peduli
Merangkak dalam kelam..

Laknat.. Laknat.. Laknat..

Aku terbuang, terisolasi.. Laknat!
Chaotic Verse and Lyrics by .. Satan!


5.  ANGKUH

Disini Aku berpijak dalam keresahan
Disini jiwa menampik perubahan yang semu
Akan dirimu..
This is my broken faith..

Telah Kucoba untuk kokoh berpijak
Pada keyakinan yang melepuh
Beri kekuatan, Beri keyakinan..

Hey You Sucker,I will through this fucking Hell..
Akan Ku hisap bau Neraka, Akan teguk pekat darahmu!

Lelah kupendam terasa, tak mampu melawan hasrat
Lelah kupendam terasa, tak mampu...
Keangkuhanmu...Keangkuhanmu...Lancang!


6.  SUFFER TO DEATH

Let me breathing..
I got no cash, i got no place to stay
What a worthless life?
I got no plan, i got no future yet
Everything just same old bullshit

Why i can't stop to complaining this way?
Why i cannot stand..
Make me suffer to death
Make me lost my mind.. Why?
Why i cannot stand?

Nothing new and nothing change
I got no pride to live my life
I need more space to change my destiny
Everything so dark...Unpredictable...

I need friend to sharing
For these so much pain
All the faith despair..
I need friend to heal,
For this so much hurt
I cant through this hell..
I cant through this hell..


7.  ANJING TANAH

Anjing tanah.. Liar!
Hisap jiwaku (Sampah) binatang!
Hunus nafsuku, terjerat setan!

Nafsu yang terus menjalar, menusuk nadi tak pernah
berhenti, terus kau rayu aku, Jalang!

Anjing tanah..

Kau, racun nafsu terliar
Injak kerdil jiwa
Rapuh asaku..

Anjing tanah, liar..
Tampar norma (rendah) binatang
Rajam otakku, menjerat..

Nafsu yang terus membakar hanguskan religi tanpa terhalang,
terus kau ikat aku, Jalang!

Anjing, lantang kau menyalak
Julurkan lidah liurmu
Kau nikmati panas darahku,
Kau lucuti bijak akalku
Kau nikmati panas nafsuku
Kau lucuti...


8.  LAST ESCAPE

In this stillness, stiff and cold
Drowning into the hole, pale face got last resort
Goodbye ..

All your hope left, by your soul flying
I'll pray for you ...
For the last time, i want to see you again my friend
Now you're in eternal life, now you're in eternal life
Rotting away ..

You passed away, in a prophet ways
With the needle in your hand,
Agony injected .. With no regret
Worthless piece of life, drag you down to last escape !

Bitter taste of pain, within your desperate
You're gone forever, Goodbye ..


9.  AGONY REMAINS INSANE

Let me healing cure for madness
I'll reborn, i'll reborn..
Incarnated holy sin
buttfucked all sinners
Revealed the disease, spreading the hatred..

Agony Remain Insane..

Worthless life terrorized
I'm a weak and have no gut
Remain insane..

Get it lost...Get it lost!
Too scare to hear you.. I lost
Withers in my autumn soul.

Shattered faith.. Scattered brain.. Lost!

I can't feel my wrath anymore,i'm stuck in my autumn soul..
Stuck in my autumn soul!


10.  ATUR AKU

Satu langkah ke depan dan tetap lurus
panggil aku keras kepala dan bodoh
lelah hanya fisik mental semata
tetap lurus karena ada harapan..

Keparat!

Kau halangi aku dalam berjalan jatuhkanku
Bila memang kau mampu
Racun aku dengan petuah kosongmu
Racun aku dengan cara hidupmu..

Keparat!

Aku tak akan pernah beranjak
Aku tak akan berubah
Aku tak akan mau dewasa,
Bila dewasa sepertimu aku tak mau
Aku tak akan pernah beranjak
Aku akan tetap berdiri
Aku akan tatap bertahan
Walau halangan selalu tetap membayang..

Satu langkah besar tetap ke depan
Tetap lurus karena ada harapan
Lelah hanya fisik mental semata
Tetap laju terbuka dan terpola
Coba halangi, coba jatuhkan
percuma karena aku bertahan
dewasa aku tak akan berubah
Ini aku, ku atur jalan hidupku..


11.  UNBLESSING LIFE 
Crawling In Disgrace! 
So much pain, that i cannot pretend 
Restless soul shocking in hollowness.. In hollowness! 
Emptiness this soul completelly this hole 
Reallity of this fate is denied in this only hope 
choose in my own path.. 
I dont feel allright.. 
I neverable being careless.. 
How can i explain in despair?, i will walk through this hell 
Ya Tuhan begitu pekatnya ruang jiwaku
 hanya kematian terus samar memanggil 
singkirkan harapan yang terus memudar 
Semakin tak bermakna, semakin tak bercahaya 
Inikah garis hidup yang tak terberkati..
I will walk.. through this Hell.. 
Heal this wounded soul!
Heal this soul, 
I'm just an empty word, sound of meaningless 
Buried in speechless.. Despair! 
How can i explain in despair? 
How can i explain from despair? 
 i will walk through this hell 
Shut up!

biography band of BURGERKILL

 BurgerkillBurgerkill was formed on May 1995, started by Eben, a scenester from Jakarta who moved to Bandung for his study. There, he met Ivan, Kimung, and Dadan who became his first line-up. This band began its career as a side project which didn't have any certain purposes, just a bunch of metal kids jamming their axe-hard while waiting an offering to perform a real one. But it didn't go that way in Eben's mind, he thought that this band was his life and he tried so hard to make Burgerkill worked and admitted in their communities. Since then, the band got many chances to perform, mostly in Jakarta, from Eben's friends there. That's when the enthusiasm of underground music lovers for Burgerkill started and, indirectly, a phenomenon of hard music was born in Indonesia.

The first form of this band was unsettled, many underground musicians had joined the band. But now, they've already find their solid line-up. In 1995, they only thought about performing, went home, practicing at studio, there's no anything else. But it all changed since they succeed to release their first single which became one of tracks in "Masaindahbangetsekalipisan" music compilation, an album of bands from Bandung in early 1997. Other names like Puppen, Full of Hate, and Cherry Bombshell were also compiled in the album. It was produced by Richard Mutter (ex-drummer of Pas Band). It really was a glorious moment for underground music. Everything is new and new things stoked people! Track from BurgerkillBurgerkill, Revolt! became an opening track in album that was sold 1000 pieces shortly.

These guys of Burgerkill started to enjoy recording process that made them couldn't stop working. At the end of 1997, they joined other compilation "Breathless" with enclosing their songs "Offered Sucks" and "My Self". In early 1998, their career continued by releasing single "Blank Proudness" which was included in "Independent Rebel", a Grindcore Ujungberung band compilation album. This compilation was released by major label and distributed widely in Indonesia and Malaysia. Burgerkill was going broadly in so many underground events since then. The antics went higher, number of their fans grew excessively and always waiting for their performances. Burgerkill the Hardcore Begundal!

At the same year, the band released "Everlasting Hope Never Ending Pain" through a compilation album "Ticket to Ride". Benefit from this album fund the construction of Bandung's skate park. This single brought them to the new era of Burgerkill, when at the beginning they were much inspired by Oldschool Hardcore Band in creating music. Named it : Minor Threat, 7 Seconds, Gorilla Biscuits, Youth of Today, Sick of It All, InsteadBurgerkill, etc. But then, their music were influenced by more various kinds of music like Modern Metal and Newschool Hardcore which got faster beat and more aggressive. Energetic riff-power chords became a strong character of Burgerkill's music, and not to forget the guitar fill-in that made it totally catchy. These guys of Burgerkill never felt enough and always tried to gain more from all kinds of hard music that would be interpreted through every note in their pieces. That's what made them more mature in making music than before until it went into their second album.

Some of Mainstream Achievement were theirs, in example was Best Independent Band nominator for NewsMusik magazine in the year 2000. In early 2001, Burgerkill got PUMA (USA sport apparel) as their supported wardrobe to perform for a year. A year after, they got INSIGHT (brand of Australian clothing) as their supported brand in every of performances.

In the middle of 2003, Burgerkill became the first hardcore band that signed contract for the next six albums with Sony Music Entertainment, one of biggest major label in Indonesia. Then, at the end of 2003, they released the second album, "Berkarat". It was more progressive and fully skilled, to be compared with the first album. Their songs almost had no straight forward sound and simple moshpart that is usually found in other hardcore bands. In vocal, they kept it sounds depressive and dark, character of Ivan the vocalist became stronger and bold, it was about written mother language and distinct articulation in the lyrics. Meanwhile, from the music, Toto, Eben, Andris and their new guitarist, Agung, weren't afraid to explore more parts in music and expressed it that none of Indonesian heavy metal had done it.

A startled thing in the middle of 2004 for Burgerkill was they were chosen as "Best Metal Production" for the album "Berkarat" in AMI Awards, a prestige music achievement in Indonesia. It was unthought-of them to achieve such an award that gave them more responsibility and seriousness to prove another works in music.

While working on their 3rd album in early 2005, Toto decided to quit from the band which had been built with the other for 9 years. But the band had to go on, they reformed the band with placing Andris, that used to be the bassist as the drummer. They kept working for this album with help from an additional bassist. When they've finished working on their 3rd album, Burgerkill decided to sever the contract with Sony Music Entertainment that caused by no agreement reached in the album proceeding.

So guys...these kids always have a great spirit to keep blowing their power, and they finally released the 3rd album, "Beyond Coma And Despair" by their own label Revolt! Records on August 2006. This album was so deep and meaningful for all Burgerkill's personnel in each aspect: the sound, structure, and form of the music that was utterly different with their former albums. Heavier, explicit, and technically elements were presented in this album.

There are no ivory that isn't cracked, Burgerkill had a hugest grief in their career. Ivan, the vocalist of theirs past away in July 2006. He got inflamed brain that took the icon of hardcore music in Indonesia away forever. Without they even realized before, all the lyrics in the album described his condition at the time, it had personal and depressive plot that showed the ending journey of him. "Beyond Coma And Despair" was a tribute for Ivan Scumbag who had always been a good friend also brother that fully talented and dedicated with his amazing character in works. Burgerkill was in blues, but they were so convince to keep moved on and to make music that had been their lives for more than a decade, with brought up a new vocalist in the band. And after doing a long process of Vocal Audition, finnaly they found Vicki to be a new front man for the next chapter of their career.

They successfully did Java Bali tour to promote their album on January 2007. The ticket sold out showed how their fans felt very enthusiastic of Burgerkill performances. A written story wouldn't just enough, just wait their next surprises and listen to the new album, watch them play and feel how heavy metal totally unforgettable possessed you! BURGERKILL HARDCORE BEGUNDAL IN YOUR FACE, WHATEVER!!!